Heart Broken

I'm quite in a low mood these few days. Maybe is because of my menses or perhaps something that keeps troubling me. I keep thinking and thinking, Should I continue or not? It brings me lot of pain and it's heart broken. I wish I could just make up my mind and have the unchangeble answer and decision. As you know, I change mt thought any second. I told myself what I have to do now, but my action will change the next moment.SIGH~~ I just hate myself of being like this. Why can't I just be myself?? Say "NO" to the heart breaker!!!

I always tot I'm an optimistic person, But this prob never ever stop appearing in my life now. I listened to my friends, I made some changes. But it only will make me more sad and sturborn.I tried to occupy myself , I worked as busy as I can, But the mind is still thinking on it. See...how stupid am I~~~useless me

Piggy told me not to follow ur heart but ur brain when you want to get something that u wish.She said that sometimes we shud play some tricks instead of just rushing to get wat u want. Yea....I totally agree.

I miss u gals now...

A short trip

hmmmm...... I want to have a trip!!!!

Dear my secondary classmate,

Let's us go for a short trip a again...I missed the time we hanging together in PD. All of us were crazy like a GILA BABI. Hahahaha..There will be one holiday on March,9. So I m thinking to organize a short trip again...

Heart ache

My heart is pain. My heart is still pain. I hope I can just deleted it from my heart and my memories. Whenever I think of it, it will only make me more sad and suffer. I always telling myself that not to put in so much caring into it cos I knew it will be a great pain after all. I never know that we could just hate and care for each other so deeply. My mind suddenly gone blank.... let me get some rest and continue back later.

My working Environment

There's been quite a long time that I never write in my blog. I think almost one year or maybe two years? I' m not sure whether still got any of my friend follow up my blog cos it has been stopped for quite a long period of time. Currently I am working in a germany company that selling road contruction machine and its spare parts. U guys can check it out online, just type wirtgen group on the search engine then u will get it.

So far so good, I still like this job. Because its really near to my place, so i do not have to wake up so early in the morning and I can go back home lunch and lay down on the sofa for 1 hour. haahahaha..........

The department that I fell to is Spare parts department. Basically my job task is more to paper work, report and documentation. Maybe u guys will wondering am I suit to this job? Don't worry, I m good in switching my self into different environment. Although this job is quite diferent with what I had studied for the past 4 years, I think it still look fine to me. The pay is good here but the bonus is really little ( according to my colleagues).

So basically this is my work environment...Will post more in the future~~