无论有多么的不想，但我会相信你。

I thank to god of what I have. I appreciate of what you gave to me. From the day I know you, I really treasured you with all my heart.I don't mean to hurt you. I don't want to make you suffer and cry. I treated you as a part of my life.
我也会感到不知所措，我很怕失去你。 我知道我很自私，我并没有权力要求任何的东西，但是我真的不想失去这段友谊。 我知道我现在说什么都没用。 如果你认为我的离开会对你有帮助，我会自动消失， 直到你想再见会我的那天。

Sg. Lembing ,Kuantan

林明的“云海”



香滑的豆腐，爱死它了



舒服的我们



可怜的他，为了我们的资产做出贡献



罗里的乘客



蚂蚁窝掉下罗里，可怜的他们被攻击



衰事接二连三的发生， 罗里卡住上不了山



起帐篷



切菜



洗菜



砍材起火



炒米粉



烧烤咯



小河流



踩石头，爬上山



彩虹瀑布

刚刚为我的公司电脑download了南极星，心血来潮的想用华语来向大家报告下我最近的消息。上个星期刚从关丹爬山戏水回来，带着一副“惨”样回来见大家。我们上了有云海之称的林明山，吃了非常好吃的林明豆腐，还好的林明面，和普通的蛋散。 接近中午时分，我们便带着兴奋的心情上山去“打理”我们的两天一夜的新家。我们分别乘坐了不同的罗里和车子向山出发.途中也发生了满多的趣事，真是可怜罗里的乘客。

45分钟的云霄飞车后，我们终于抵达了目的地。开始起帐篷，砍材起火，洗碗切菜，冲凉小便。(哈哈哈)晚餐时间到了，火也起好了，当然是开始烧烤咯！怕热的我当然不可能烧烤，所以帮忙那位酷酷的哥哥炒米粉咯。当每个人忙于被火烧时，我正在用煤气爆炒香喷喷的鱼旦和香肠。 真是偷工减料的我，不过我喜欢。晚餐后，余兴节目开始了，讲鬼故事！我们被分好了组(被迫的)准备一男一女的去探险。 我们女生肯定不肯咯，快快的躲回帐篷睡觉(其实是真的很想睡啦)。

第二天6点多就被叫醒因为我们要去看彩虹瀑布咯！吃完了简单的早餐便过河踩石头爬上山去了。跌倒了无数次，哭了一次，叫了两次,被水蛭攻击了四次，终于看见了漂亮的瀑布。

回到家后，睡醒一觉，才知道什么叫痛苦无人知。 皮肤痒的不像话，满身起了红红肿肿的斑点，痒的顶不住啦，唯有去给钱医生赚咯。

AHEM!!

Omg..I really can't believe that you've uploaded my photos to your blog lor. What should I say leh, the pictures are really nice but a bit weird when I saw my pictures on your blog la..errrr...:p

Hati Berpanas

I really beh tahan why some of the people will never admit their fault. When they did some wrong thing, they will never say sorry but blame u in the way...Hati berpanas when get along with these kind of attitude. SHIT..I admitted I m not a good temper. But i wont simply throw my temper to anyone. But once I angry with someone, dont ever think that i will talk to them for some time. Cos hati still panas ma...I told myself to calm down everytime , somehow it doesn't work for some cases.

Colourful party 16/8/09

We had a small colourful party on last sunday to welcome our MR JAMES LER back to his kampung. What I can say? The party considered as un succesful although we are abit lack of time. I was away to attend event and so left over all the purchasing job to my little assistant to handle it. Pity her..

As usual, before the party started, I m like a busy chicken running here and there. But luckily most of them came earlier and helping me alot. Thank you. And thank you to henry, roy and yihorng blowing the 56 pieces of balloons for us. It is a hard task, I know. I will get u all a balloon pump next time k...hahhahaha

August

Recently I have busy about my work, my tuition classes, outings and some events. August seems like the busiest month for me..Job increases , students fighting for exam and UPSR, frens visiting and some charity event to attend..opps ..and my own party as well.

I will be attending an event tomorrow till this sun . Will be back home on sunday noon then straight away giving a tuition class. After tuition will be start busy preparing foods and decor for our colourful party. By the way, thanks to Charmaine that helping us to get those lovely colourful tableware..Love it..And thank you yi horng that packed those Ah sam's stuff into his luggage..."SAN FU SAI" lor.

Went back to grandma's house on last weekend bcos gotta help my grandma for the " Guan Ying Dan". Hot weather neh...stuffy and smoky..

Recent Outing

 
Sweetie ( Tyan Tyan's Buffday)

Songs in your blog~~

I like some songs that you had posted in your blog. Although there are some old man song but they do carry out some of my feelings while listening to it. yea , agree with you. Sometimes old songs have a better characteristic than the new songs. The meaning of its lyrics can touch one's heart easily..*almost kena touch bit*... Luckily stop half way listening to it...blek..

Anyone??

I have no idea what to update in my blog...
Anyone wants to know anything of me???
:p

Tulips for Kexiou

 

I can't deliver the real Tulips to you, so it comes up an idea of this. Hope you still like it. :-)

Tulips

Sweet

My favourite purple tulips

The red tulips

The white tulips and one red tulip
The meaning of tulips is generally perfect love.They are not too elegant, too romantic, too big, too small, or too bright; the tulip is always just right. They are like a favorite pair of jeans or your mom's fresh-baked cookies in that the meanings of tulips express genuine coziness and comfort in all of the right ways.And every colour has its own meaning as well..

Number Meaning
1 Love at first sight
2 Waiting
3 I love you
9 Long lasting love
10 Perfect lover
11 I am your admirer
12 Heart to heart
20 love you forever
21 I love you most
22 Love each other
36 Belongs to you
99 Love you till I die
100 Devoted to you
101 Would you marry me
111 Long lasting love
365 Love you every day
999 Everlasting love
1001 Never ending love

Neverland

PeterPan and his Neverland

PeterPan invited me to Neverland

The Gate of Neverland

The Overview of Neverland

The Neverland Clock...Hope its stop forever so that I could stay in Neverland.

This is dedicated to My Peter pan,
I don't know what can I do to show my sincerity to such a good friend like you. I saw these pictures from google and I remembered about the Neverland that you said you wanted to bring me there. I think Neverland must be a really nice place and it seems like a never land that I could reach ( unless I dream it in my dreams).:-)

Dear Illusion,


Just wanted to tell you all that I m fine here. Doing well and eating good. Hope I can go to perth soon since yihorng said he will work hard and pay for my return air ticket. He said that he only will sponsore air icket, so the accomodation and meals will fall to my Illusion members in Perth. Lolz....(yihorng, dont break your promises ya)

Its JUlY now!! Is my darling Charmaine's birthday month. Wish her healthy and sweety always. I wish I could be there and celebrate your big day!!Anyway, I m sure that Neil will help me to give you an unforgetable day. I miss you gals so much and of cos the guys there.

Good news from my work

I had been calling up to my boss' office yesterday. He told me that our company is planning to have an individual website in every country. He had reviewed back my resume and finally he chosen me as the right person to handle the upcoming website. He said that to me:" Karena,I saw some pontentials on you and you are going to pass the probation next month.We hope that you can stay longer with us. You are a degree holder in PR , and I think that your current salary is very low for you.(actually my current wages is considered not bad for a fresh grad de). We are decided to choose you as the one to keep updating and handle the website for our company.Of course your salary will be review when you have more responsibilty."

I was so excited after he told me this. Even he pay me little or not, I am still happy bcos at least I got the chance to learn new stuffs.Happy~~

Heart Broken

I'm quite in a low mood these few days. Maybe is because of my menses or perhaps something that keeps troubling me. I keep thinking and thinking, Should I continue or not? It brings me lot of pain and it's heart broken. I wish I could just make up my mind and have the unchangeble answer and decision. As you know, I change mt thought any second. I told myself what I have to do now, but my action will change the next moment.SIGH~~ I just hate myself of being like this. Why can't I just be myself?? Say "NO" to the heart breaker!!!

I always tot I'm an optimistic person, But this prob never ever stop appearing in my life now. I listened to my friends, I made some changes. But it only will make me more sad and sturborn.I tried to occupy myself , I worked as busy as I can, But the mind is still thinking on it. See...how stupid am I~~~useless me

Piggy told me not to follow ur heart but ur brain when you want to get something that u wish.She said that sometimes we shud play some tricks instead of just rushing to get wat u want. Yea....I totally agree.

I miss u gals now...

A short trip

hmmmm...... I want to have a trip!!!!

Dear my secondary classmate,

Let's us go for a short trip a again...I missed the time we hanging together in PD. All of us were crazy like a GILA BABI. Hahahaha..There will be one holiday on March,9. So I m thinking to organize a short trip again...

Heart ache

My heart is pain. My heart is still pain. I hope I can just deleted it from my heart and my memories. Whenever I think of it, it will only make me more sad and suffer. I always telling myself that not to put in so much caring into it cos I knew it will be a great pain after all. I never know that we could just hate and care for each other so deeply. My mind suddenly gone blank.... let me get some rest and continue back later.

My working Environment

There's been quite a long time that I never write in my blog. I think almost one year or maybe two years? I' m not sure whether still got any of my friend follow up my blog cos it has been stopped for quite a long period of time. Currently I am working in a germany company that selling road contruction machine and its spare parts. U guys can check it out online, just type wirtgen group on the search engine then u will get it.

So far so good, I still like this job. Because its really near to my place, so i do not have to wake up so early in the morning and I can go back home lunch and lay down on the sofa for 1 hour. haahahaha..........

The department that I fell to is Spare parts department. Basically my job task is more to paper work, report and documentation. Maybe u guys will wondering am I suit to this job? Don't worry, I m good in switching my self into different environment. Although this job is quite diferent with what I had studied for the past 4 years, I think it still look fine to me. The pay is good here but the bonus is really little ( according to my colleagues).

So basically this is my work environment...Will post more in the future~~